Secret Love, My Escape take me far, far away..

K E L V I N

Any Moment anything can change ;
The illusory dream of an angel who learned what love is .

finally

Saturday, December 29, 2007 ( 5:45 PM )

Finally!!! my sister have her own computer~ so next time she won't be able to use mine!!! wahahaha... my own computer.. :)) oh well so means now the house got 2 desktop computer and a laptop.. i think another laptop might be coming ahahaha.. I'm greedy~

Ok have to bathe and change!! going to biao shu house like half and hour~ ^^^

angels

( 12:28 AM )

Fei Lun Hai newest Mv~~ damn funny can.. all of them wear angel's suit.. 為你存在-

here's another Fei Lun Hai and S.H.E Mv.. is also the newest.. I think is their newest single hit for their new album~ enjoy.. 新窝-

and last but not least F4 !! they are finally back together!! I think their album will be out next year..people say F4 is the older version of Fei Lun Hai.. haha.. oh well enjoy~ 在這裡等你 -

I believe

( 12:01 AM )

just can't get this song out of my head!!! (I believe) I think I heard this when I'm going back from China cuz someone like plan a secret anniversary in the air-plane damn surprise can all of them suddenly got light sticks and wine coming.. and all of the sudden the air-plane played this song.. haha..

ok today revise my english.. spend about 1 hour? and I did lots of reading ok.. (newspaper) lol.. oh well I'm now trying not to play the computer very often.. it's still not helping.. ^^^

tomorrow I'm going to my uncle's house to celebrate new year even though is like 2 days before oh well.. at least have BBQ haha.. and on Monday I'm going to my aunt house to celebrate countdown!! hope it would be a blast!!! my new year revalution is ______ will write next time hahaa...

my long hair~ is gonna be cut on Sunday.. damned- had to cut my hair cuz school's reopening.. oh well I still have a year till I can keep my long hair again.. this time is for real.. haha.. Kelvin Tan must study like a book worm last year of secondary school life le!!!!! jiao you!!!! : )))

so tomorrow I think I seriously have to write my school books name.. cuz I think I won't be free till 1st of January.. I'm seriously not ready for sec 4!!!! hope time can reverse !!! ~

on my mom's birthday some secret admirer send flowers to my mum.. I at first thought is my father but in the end is not.. wonder who could that be maybe is me?? haha .. I where got so good send flowers to her.. oh well the flowers look nice... haha.. will post it next time.. haha..

just open most of the Christmas present!!! I just realise that this year I receive alot of chocolates as Chrismtas present oh well maybe they want me to be fat? lol.. I will try my best to be fat so I won't get chocolate next year!! haha ..

I never had a dream come true
till the day that I found you
even though I pretend that I move on
you will always be my baby
apart of me will always be with you~

Happy Birthday MUM

Thursday, December 27, 2007 ( 12:39 AM )

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!

although is 1 day later oh well.. =D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!

wish you good health and many wishes to come..

ok .. just celebrated Christmas.. It was a Blast... haha On Christmas Eve went to VIVOCITY with my cousins... saw some friends there.. anyway watch I Am Legend.. the show was not bad but sitting in front of the screen is damn bad.. got headache when the man use the camera to capture something keep moving!! damn blurr ... after that went to the root top.. haha played some games and bubbles and water.. when is midnight, one bunch of people that was beside us all of the sudden spray some snow all over.. lucky din kena us haha.. and all of us keep on sms-ing like mad.. but all of our msg keep failing !!! so we had to keep sending till is successful haha.. after that went into the shopping mall to get some ice-cream.. I bought fruit cake!! damn nice can..after that went home about 1 plus to 2 ??? It was fun!!

next day that is CHRISTMAS woke up about 11 plus.. when I woke up I saw my mom wrapping up the present.. feel damn guilty that she have to wrap herself .. so I help her do some too.. haha... after that hurry up wrote all the present names. at that time I haven wash-up yet so had to rush like mad.. we had to leave the house about 12 plus ..after that went to my aunt's house .. played games and brought my PS2 there to play.. haha... after that around 5 plus went to Bedok MRT there to fetch qi xiang and head to my another aunt's house.. this time is super damn fun.. haha.. played lots of fun games and we celebrate my mum's birthday haha.. oh and I saw Xiang-Jie boyfriend once again!!! haha.. my aunts all damn excited to see him.. lol.. stayed there till about 1 plus and reach home about 2??

I really wanna watch the golden compass and the chipmunks!!! anyone wanna watch??? and I seriously need to study!!! I think this Brain of mine is getting rusty time to work up!!!! wahaha.. and I need to exercise !!! so Kelvin Tan jia you!!!!

can't wait for the countdown to 2008!!!! hope It would be a blast!!! ^^^^

just change the song to I believe (korea version).. currently in love with this song!! try hearing the whole song.. damn damn nice can.. haha : ))

birthdayss

Monday, December 24, 2007 ( 12:24 AM )

2 more days till Christmas!! hahaa... just now went to PP bought Christmas present.. still have some people I still haven buy yet.. oh mum's birthday is coming up dunno what to get for her!! oh well just have to look around tomorrow at vivo.. hope can find something for her!! watching chunkmunks tomorrow with my cousins.. and after that maybe I am legend or the golden compass .. and countdown to Christmas haha..

This stupid cough still can't heal !!damn irritating ...

1 more week I think.. till school.. I seriously don't want December to end.. I still have lots of stuff I haven done yet.. and I'm still not ready for my "N" level yet (esp: my computer practical ) I think the "N" level course will start end of Januray means I have to keep reading computer applications!! I think the pratical will last for like 3 months?? but have very limted time!! so have to seriously prepare for that !! haha ...

i'm back!!

Saturday, December 22, 2007 ( 11:39 PM )

Ok I'm back from China!!! haha... bought lots of stuff lol..... China was damn fun!!! haha.. （他妈的）lol...

just came back from church party.. haha damn fun took some pictures .. it makes me wanna go church haha..looking at my schoolmates and friends have fun make me damn interested.. haha.. might be going next year .. maybe after "N" level ?? lol.. will surely go church next year.. haha.. Church is Fun!!! ^^^

haven done any Christmas shopping yet!!! i seriously need to go and buy present for my familys and cousins.. haha.. maybe tomorrow ?? or monday??? time is running out!!!

oh and yesterday went to val's house celebrated Christmas at their house I got a neckales and a ring haha.. so now I want let's see a school bag / a billabong hat / DS or PSP slim.. / addias shoe yupp that should be all for now.. haha.. if you dunno what to get for me get all these haha.. or you can sms me or call me haha.. I would be happy to tell you what I want...

oh yar I just recieve a good progress award.. haha.. damn happy can.. got about $150 plus... that means this year I got bursary and good progess award... bursary is about $350 plus ,good progress is about $150 so that means I got about $500 but I can't get that freaking bursary because of limted income.. must be less than $4000 then can take.. f**k.. oh well at least I got $150 haha.. this year got 2 awards!!! that means I have to study even harder next year for my "N'" level!! must get 3 points!!!! chio aaaarrrrrr!!!! so means I just need about 1 to 2 hundred for my DS or PSP slim!!! haha... maybe ask my father to sponsor cuz in China he like alittle interested in them haha.. when randy play his DS haha... might be getting PSP slim haha.. can't wait for that day to come!!!

so angry with my sister.. spend alot of money.. in China spend alot still not enough.. she just reborn her fringe .. like no diffrence lor and bought a zinc handbag when the design look damn ugly.... when she already bought one in China .. now she got like lots of bag.. damn angry can.. next time cannot buy bag for her buy for her also no use one never even use it.. -.-

will post pics next time~

Jesus you're my best friend!!! you will always be..

nothing could ever change that!!! ^^^

pack

Friday, December 07, 2007 ( 12:19 AM )

Ok I think I pack finish my things I hope .. I got a funny feeling i'm forgetting something.. dunno why I don't feel happy or what about going to China like normal normal feeling like that.. Kelvin Tan must be Happy!!!!!

never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.. ^^

Kelvin was here- ^_^

BYE

Thursday, December 06, 2007 ( 6:14 PM )

I going to China tomorrow.. time pass damn fast.. how I wish I could at least go next Tuesday or Wednesday I got lots of things I haven done.. and I've lots of anime and Taiwan shows haven watch yet!!! I wanted to bring my laptop there but my mother don't allow!!!!damned-

so I won't blog till 18 i think? hope there got lots of things to shop!!! and I can "ren" the cold there..

just a few more weeks and schools like gonna start.. how I wish holidays would never end.. ^^

I seriously wanna at least watch finish my anime but the last 6 episode no sub damn angry can.. lol damn those RAWS haha.. hope by tomorrow all the subs upload..

let see I want Fei Lun Zai, shades,ring for guys,more CDs lol.., DS or PSP, do well in my final year! lol ..

I think I still have a long way to go .. I like still have few more things to pack!!! and I haven edit my mp3 yet and I haven pack my personal stuff yet!!

could I ever believe such a beautiful surprise?
To be or not to be that's a question...
Kelvin Tan better study hard and go to University!!

Present

Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ( 3:11 PM )

I seriously want a DS or a PSP (slim) as christmas present although that's like never coming true.. I hope LOL..

I just found out that I everytime receive clothes,cups and water bottles as Christmas Present.. like damn same things every year..oh well.. -.-

I also just found out that eveytime someone give me clothes is damn tight!!! to me I'm ok with it ( except alittle uncomfortable) but my mom find it tight !! LOL.. Oh well.. ok my size is either M or L .. but sometimes M the shoulder there would me tight also dunno what is wrong with my body LOL>> so my adivise to friends or family don't buy clothes!! later I scared I can't wear it!!LOL.. includes water bottles and cups.. ^^

OK for now my aim is to do well in "N" Level and have either a DS or PSP slim.. I seriously dunno what to get cuz lots of my friends have PSP and lots of my cousins have DS so I'm still thinking whether I should wait or what.. hhhmmm if I wait maybe I can ask my mom to give it to me as a graduation present!! LOL yupp but it have to wait till next year around october .. damn-

100 post

Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ( 10:18 PM )

WOOO!!!! ~ 100th POST!!!!!

ok so this is the 100 post lets see I think I about 2004 I think just started that means I blog damn little till now 100 .. LOL>>

ok just bought a new camera!! LOL is sony damn cool my model is T20 I wanted the T2 but is like damn ex can.. is somemore like touch screen lor damn cool but seriously damn ex .. oh well T20 also not bad can do speical effects like fish thing or have stars in the photo I wanted the black one but the sales person say no more left silver and pink and my sister wanted pink..but in the end we bought the silver one..the person say guy use pink so werid I also find it lor my mom also say that.. so girly yup I agree with you.. the sales person damn funny lor she write "frist" when is suppose to be "first" i think she's not so like a english type i think she's the chinese type ba.. oh well I gotta mermorise all the cameras thingy.. the person say thats the lastest model ..hope I will love this camera!!! haha

and I still haven pack yet!! left like 3 more days till I go China!! can't wait to shop there!! LOL ..shop till I drop LOL>>

Busy

Monday, December 03, 2007 ( 2:58 PM )

DAMN,DAMN TIRED!!! ok On Friday went to class chalet before we went there we went to the dentist to clean teeth .. when we reach there I think we saw penny boyfriend.. kinda weird anyway.. when we reach there we like quickly took the tickets I was the second to see the counter and after that they give me another ticket to go in to the room in the end I was the LAST!! anyway I was also the last to get out cuz the person cleaning my teeth talk to much!! dunno why never teach my other friends to do flossing but teach me as if I don't know like that! nvm but they so good they all waited for me! LOL.. anyway after that we hurry rush to pasir ris MRT to meet up with the others.. after that we went to downtown chalet there..

after that saw Mr.Tay he never bring his kids so sad.. LOL.. then we eat BBQ I at first don't wanna eat cuz my mouth pain cuz of the dentist thing and my friend said my gum was swallow oh well the person said it would be swallow.. at night we went to the park there for night walk I think 16 of us walk from downtown till pasir ris park.. oh and boon kai write our whole class name on the sand for Class "2008" LOL wanted to take picture but too dark so cannot ..we went there till about 3 plus to 4 in the morning.. after that went back and like rest for awhile till 6 to 7 after that some of us wanna go home cuz damn tired!! me also but I left my book inside the chalet so have to wait till my friend's parents woke up haha.. anyway we went to mac first.. to eat.. after that rush to take the things I think we woke up the parents oh well.. then we went to the bus stop went we like going to reach the bus stop the bus came sianz have to wait for about like half and hour.. after that rush back home oh yar weng soon give me Fei Lun Hai the photo book!! almost wanted to buy from popular lucky din buy!! haha..and yup I sleep at 8 plus in the morning till 4 plus in the afternoon.. but I like still feel tired... then after that I eat my lunch LOL.. and after that do my grandma's present... till 8 plus and eat my dinner ..

after that went to heng and xin house about 9 plus at night to collect the winter clothes at first my father don't feel like going liao cuz he lazy but in the end just go.. haha.. after that try the clothes and I finally have Jay Chou and Luo Zhi Xiang the CD!! been wanting that for like ever! and about 12 plus Jonathan came!! haha Jonathan I want the Million Stars the auto!!! help me take also!! I will always be extra extra kind to you!!!! LOL.. oh and I think Jema is liking me more!! haha oh and Jema is a DOG-

after that my aunts want to eat supper at first my father don't wanna go but in the end we went anyway when we reach there me and heng keep asking Jonathan to help us take!!! LOL.. heng damn funny ask her mom to please ask Jonathan to help her take!! :D then later heng say if you don't want me to be sad in China help me ask later heng the mother say I might as well bring Jonathan there change your name to Jonathan.. LOL.. her mom say heng very noisy LOL... almost like me I think?? but not so serious as her la.. lol.. after that went home about 1 plus to 2 I think and I watch my Korea show with my dad till 3 plus.. and went straight back to bed..

next day that is Sunday, woke up about 12 plus have to hurry change cuz is my Grandma's Birthday!! so we went to marina square to eat veinna is a very expensive buffet .. but the food is not bad I like it!! LOL.. I think the bill was about $500 so ex can.. anyway after that my cousins everybody went to plaze singapura to watch "Enchanted / Beowulf" ok ok la the Enchanted I like the part went the dragon climb up the building almost remind me of King-Kong LOL.. except the one been capture was a Guy and Is a Dragon.. LoL.. anyway after that went home about 7 plus.. watch my anime online till 10 plus I think after that do some packing for my holidays actually not really packing is like throwing I throw all my clothes inside the luggage and like just leave it alone.. I still have lots of packing to do.. and I think my luggage is damn small.. anyway my mother say I don't have enough winter clothes! so I think I have to ren the cold in China for 1 day I think the next day we would buy winter clothes in China I want a Coat !! Looks damn cool and nice!! LOL.. and after that played com till 2 plus and went to sleep..

next day that is today I woke up about 2 plus.. I at first still sleeping then later Rayna keep calling me If wanna go out..and I said I still sleeping then he say STILL SLEEPING !! then I said YAR!! then later dunno what happen disconnect.. His phone spoil I think keep calling him like nv answer like that he seriously need to fix his phone.. I at first thought is my phone spoil lucky not mine if is mine I seriously will get a new phone!!Instead of fixing I would be damn sad cuz my phone is like still new.. so oh well I don't feel like going out le!! damn tired..

My mom say we might be getting a new camera cuz our current one is damn useless take photo flash damn slow so we are getting a new one might be sony or cannon ?? haha.. (all I know is we would be getting before this Friday!!! LOL..)

my wish list for now-

Buy DS!!!
Buy monitor for new computer (planning to buy soon)
More clothes (In China buy I think)
More CDs (China buy)
Do well in "N" Level